Day 1 almost over
After my post last night, I reaaly did take my last few smokes, break them up and put them in the bin. I was feel so determined last night, but this morning was a different story.
I am not craving smoking, I simply want one. And when I cant have what I want I get pissed off! Simple! I've been a grumpy bum all day, and thought all evening about going and buying a new packet but didnt. So just about to head to bed, and thought I'd check the net and the last thing I had looked online was my blog.
I am simply astounded by the number of posts and replies to my wee blog. I truly feel inspired now that its just a gross habit (like picking my nose!!) that I can give up and replace with something else. Thanks to everyone on here for cheering me up and showing me its really not that hard!!
Is now the right time?
So after a failed attempt a few weeks ago, tomorrow is the day. I just feel like crap after a smoke now, the buzz has gone away, but when I don't have one I crave like mad.
But i dont want to smoke forever...so its now or ever. Cutting the rest of them up and putting washing up liquid over them to stop me even being tempted. If I can do 1 day, I can do 1000!
Quit date tomorrow
Well I have 2 cigarettes to go and I am done! Decided tomorrow is the best day to stop smoking, because one more day is just 10 more chances of getting sick later in life. My husband and my dog HATE my smoking, and I feel so guilty about it, i figured I might as well just stop.
I have plenty to keep me busy - work, my pole fitness studio in the evening and the dry needling course I have just enrolled on...but I still want to smoke!
I hope this time is the right time for me to quit. I don't want to have to stay the countdown again!!