Smoked again, once, after 2 months...yeh you know what I mean!
Typ I bought a pack, smoked a handful and threw them in a fit of frustration...and havent thought about it again for a week pretty much...well I guess that happens; gota keep keep keep the guard up tho eh...nicodemon
Stress but no smoking
Hiya all, woah some major stress moments the last few days, and I do stress sometimes! and the nicodemon was just urging me to go do it....17 days now without, but I didnt.main thing is, if Im at all down it really doesnt help at all, just makes me feel much worse!were others getting that? one of the reasons I had to stop really, and the good times smoking just werent that great any more either..
Too busy to smoke!
well I think that was the reason, tried a yoga class (again) today, excellent, but a killer omg, but great for appreciating the fuller breath I now have, how can anyone light up after an hour of that?!.....and my first saturday, but a day no diferent from the rest really, no temptation to go out or anything, and noone trying to tempt me thats a blessing, gota keep it up tho, i know it is farrrrrrrr from ova....
Nicotine wants to be your friend or wot?!
My first (of many to come no doubt) stress out moments at Uni as a continuing fulltime postgrad..and has happeed before, the first instinct is to go and smoke! didnt though, but its really evil isnt it, the way the addicition just hangs around and tries to come on at all those moments that used to be our smoke times; stress, party, a coffee, waiting for a bus, whatever...sucks, i hate it
48 and got to stop!
My first time here and only day 4....i go by a kinda strange nickname "Putrimalu" which is actually Indonesian and means shy princess. Its the name I gave to a kinda secret surf spot near Jakarta where ive been living for ages, and got to surf it alot on my own, cant beat that feeling...Shy cos its a pretty rare thing to get he conditions for surfable waves at that spot, Princess cos...its such a beautiful wave!
yeh, mad keen surfer..
Anyway Im back in NZ for at least 3 months; continuing fulltime Uni study, and one of my worst smoking times is half way through a major assignment, smoked like crazy
and with booze, terrible, and I never wanna stop drinking..so smoke even more: not really a serial drinker tho! can go for weeks and not think about it, def not into a drink or 2 in most evenings for example, but then Id have a night on it; so thats got to stop!!, for a while at least, but preferably forever
anyway, great blog and I will be giving out some comments, really hope to get some back too