Stats Update: 440 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 440 days
Grams NOT smoked: 6286
Total savings: $6,804.00
Just came from precedure
Just came back from my leitz procedure. Gee very uncomfortable that one. Was glad to leave. Get results in a week from that one. Saw a chemo patient smoking outside and just felt sad. No hair , very thin and smoking. Was good to say I was a non smoker on all the forms i had to fill out. Was terribly nervous beforehand and am glad that one is over. Phew
Stats Update: 430 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 430 days
Grams NOT smoked: 6143
Total savings: $6,642.00
Gee it goes on
Finally got specialist to talk to me. So this is the journey.
I have been on a juicing and health journey since having a cin3 smear result and having a colcoscopy ( biopsies and camera) colcoscopy was clear but smear still not good. so am juicing and have to have a procedure (Leitz) and want my body in tip top shape for all this. Its odd that the biopsies are clear yet the smear still shows cin 3 . My choice was more biopsies or have the leep procedure. Got to drive 240 ks for either so might as well get the dodgy area removed. Anyone had odd results like that before?
My health kick has meant I have nearly lost all the weight i put on quitting. Lots of raw food and high quality carbs ( nothing processed ) and good quality protein)
Stats Update: 424 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 424 days
Grams NOT smoked: 6058
Total savings: $6,588.00
Had my colcoscopy and need a leep procedure. Am scared it seems so unnatural . They hack down one centremeter. Eek
Anyway am still on my green juice and alkalising buzz and supplements to really give my body a got a chance to be as healthy as possible and the bonus is I am loosing the weight I gained when I quitso thats cool.
Has anyone been through this and did it work? That is my question.
Stats Update: 409 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 409 days
Grams NOT smoked: 5843
Total savings: $6,318.00
Stats Update: 399 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 399 days
Grams NOT smoked: 5700
Total savings: $6,156.00
wow what a trip
It has been a bizarre time. The health system astounds me. Apparently my lifestyle is so unusual they are trying to just ignore me now. Changed to a Taupo GP to get referral to Waikato for a coloscopy ( abnormal cell stuff) and everyone is trying to ignore me now as I did no want to drive to Wellington and back up for one. How hard can a referral be really.
Had an awesome drive through the Gisborne gorge and am near Whakatane now. My profile pic I just uploaded is from a walk to the beach.
In the meantime I am doing a raw food and green smoothie cleanse and building up with good food. See if my cells stop being so abnormal by the time the health system finally gets its act together.
Am nearly 400 days free.I believe I will be fine but would like those tests done to assess what is going on and talk lasering or singing or what ever they want to do.
What seems to be ironic is in natural healing womens issues like that are often associated with resentment. And on the day I was trying to get the Doctors to ring me back my ex started ringing and messaging me hard out. Tried to ring app 20 times and sent some pretty nasty texts.
Told me to stop being such a drama queen and that I was not going to die next week when I told him what was going on and that I needed to keep phone free. Told him to not call me again.
Gee resentment huh? Well 7 years ago he cheated on me and went away and come and tracks me down to give me sh... Yep I sure resent that. Its like some weird obsession he has to pop up and harass me.
Never mind has given me some clues as to where to start my inner healing process from.
what a blow
Am feeling really stressed. Gave up smoking for my health and seem to have issue after issue. Just had a CIN 3 smear result which means many abnormal cells apparently and am needing some kind of treatment but cant quite work out what. My doctors in Wellington are expecting me to come down for 2 months for outpatients visits which means I cant work with the fairs and have no income tried to get a referral to Waikato as I could get treatment and still work, from them but they are now just ignoring me so i am in the process of changing doctors to one more central . Its such as hassle just to organise as the system does not like people who are mobile.
Am totally confused and my doctor from welly wont talk to me on the phone.