6Sep2010
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im having an anctious day today everything pissing me off even this stupid computer that wont give me the correct spelling for anctious!! BREATH....even writing that kinda makes me smile GETMYMACKON iv just been reading all your posts and they help although im only at day 4 and when you were here you were feeling Owsome lol im doing it the same way you did just on the lozenges as im breastfeeding my 4moth old. im over it being hard im sooo lazy, i am usually very house proud but not so much the only reason i got the vacum cleaner out today was cos my 4yr old dropped muffin crumbs everywhere i was so angry i put him to bed and vacumed the s!@t outa the carpet....hes asleep now and i will give him a big hug when he gets up ohhh better go the babys awake now............
Hi there Lisa - hope you've had a chance to hug your lad. Days like this do appear and if you can push though this without smoking then you'll be learning a huge lesson. If you give in then the lesson will be lost. Stick with it Lisa - kids are forgiving creatures and your 4 year old will thank you when he's 10 and you have the energy and enough puff to run around and kick a ball with him. Try and turn a blind eye and count to 10 before reacting to his 'mishaps and misadventures'. Tomorrow's another day Lisa. Forget being house proud and start to taking it easier on yourself. Remember you're quitting first and foremost for all of the health benefits that there are and secondly so your kids will have a healthy mum around and a granny for their kids. This is just a phase Lisa - push through it whilst remaining smokefree and it will soon come to an end. Have you thought of using Rescue Remedy? It may help take the edge off of fractious moments. ☺
Once again thankyou minty fresh great advice and great support im not gunna kiss ya key-sta to much lol but just think your a wonderful person to deal with what you went through on Saturday and still come on here a dish out the comforting and sometimes confronting advise you do a great job and in my opinion deserve a pay rise lol
lisa2...the journey is about you...lol lucky for us...kids have an unconditional love....the housework can wait ...you...your life your journey....is actually beginning ...for you ...for your kids... o for awesome ......well done you xx
thankyou so much pukeko you really are a positive influence on me and i do look forward to reading your posts each day im am finding the evenings are much more mellower than the days and me and my boys+man are having a nice relaxing evening look i can even spell anxious now lol thanks heaps guys!!!