Have really struggled today I think this has been my worse day. I am on leave from work today is my first day and I think that is part of the problem I am so used to being out of the house for at least 10hours a day. Although I have heaps of work to do I really didn't settled to a lot. Was hoping to get out cycling but weather really shitty and windy. Just hoping for better weather tomorrow and that might make everything a bit easier.