22Jan2012 By clarence the cat | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
Boredom or smug satisfaction - What does bring Nicodemon back?
After a couple of hours, of sheer bliss, the old nicodemon appeared from nowhere, and sat on my shoulder all day. I haven't wanted a cigarette so much for such a long time. Because I get breathless easily and the motel was built overlooking the harbour, a walk wasn't an option. The struggle back up the hill would have been unbearable in the heat of the day. so I had no choice but to stay put and "tough" it out. It would have been good to knock nicodemon off my shoulder and into the sea below but he was stuck fast.
Happily I won and nicodemon sloped off into the distance once my friends arrived back from fishing, empty handed, but full of the joys of their day on the water.
I am sure I wasn't bored, I was smug and satisfied that I was SMOKEFREE and being in awesome surroundings, so I am left wondering, why did I get such an unwanted visit from nicodemon. All is well today, so I'm glad I got over that challenge. I really felt for the newbies though, cos try as you may, it is so hard to get rid of those "cravings". Be strong all of you. We will get rid of nicodemon for good one day.