7Apr2012 By heironymus | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
Day *55* = All the FIVES!!! ☺
Yay for small things that changed the flow of things that meant I’m not away on holiday and home to post my ALL THE FIVES blog! WAHOO!!!!!!!!!!
And the change in flow has resulted in the best two days I’ve had in SUCH a long time. Today I’m left with such a feeling of contentment and being HAPPY! Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful!
I’ve also had such a busy two days visiting and catching up with friends and loved ones that I’ve loved the fact that I’m no longer a smoker, not having to ‘go without’ ALL day or hang out waiting for our visitors to leave. And we’ve had a couple of surprise visitors too, but YAY no worries about whether I hid the smokes and lighter, no getting caught in the act or worrying if I still stink from the ciggie I had 10 mins ago. I never contemplated this stuff before. You know, there’s an inkling of a revelation rattling around in my head.
ONE patch left... today I feel super confident about going patch-free... I have a plan for it and I have lozenges on standby for any “emergencies”. Who knows if I’ll still feel like this tomorrow but hell, we’ll be on holiday for a week at the beach... what better remedy could there be?
I will miss you guys all SO much while I’m away, we are heading off sometime tomorrow so I’ll have to make sure I get my morning fix before I go!
Love you guys! Be safe, enjoy the rest of your Easter and STAY STRONG! ♥