20Jul2012 By fairygal | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
Day 4 ... cold turkey..... not planned to quit!.... but..../..
I have not used anything to quit just gone without and now feeling should I order patches? do they help? if I have gone this far without them do I need them?
Is there anyone else who has gone cold turkey and not used anything? how did this go for you?...... I almost feel as I hadnt planned this I am not ready but then feel stupid to start again or have one just because I feel anxious that its changed without any planning!..... Perhaps I am going slightly mad trying to talk myself out of needing one??? I have been wanting to quit for the last 4 years since my son was born but just have never achieved it... I know it is the best thing for us for me to do this as he only has one parent and I need to take care of me for him but boy oh boy is it harder than you think. I never thought I would smoke when I had children that that would be the time that it would be the easiest time in the world to quit... and yet here I am 4 nearly 4 years on still procrastinating.... and trying to talk myself into smoking after not for 4 days!.....