Stats Update: 1504 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 1504 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 22560
Total savings: $19,063.20
Stats Update: 1350 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 1350 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 20250
Total savings: $17,119.70
Stats Update: 1221 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 1221 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 18315
Total savings: $15,480.40
Stats Update: 1133 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 1133 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 16995
Total savings: $14,365.00
Stats Update: 1076 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 1076 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 16140
Total savings: $13,638.30
Stats Update: 967 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 967 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 14505
Total savings: $12,269.40
Stats Update: 909 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 909 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 13635
Total savings: $11,525.80
Stats Update: 840 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 840 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 12600
Total savings: $10,647.00
Still chugging along. Mr JK must be nearly 2 years quit now too. Is still one of my proudest achievements, quitting smoking. Is not something we think about anymore really and certainly dont miss it. In fact watching people smoke, it just looks bizarre. We can happily be around other smokers and drink and not worry about smoking. I used to think I could never do it, Id never beat this terrible terrible addiction. I would beat myself up after every failed attempt and be miserable for ages while I smoked and tried to get the courage to attempt quitting again. I know it takes an incredible amount of courage. Dont let anyone tell you any different. I know there are people who say its easy, no offence, but those people are freaks (I say in love) and its ok if you are finding it tough. IT IS NOT A SIGN OF WEAKNESS, ITS A SIGN OF A TERRIBLE DRUG CALLED NICOTINE. Keep keep trying. because that next attempt could be the one. One day I tried again and by miracle of miracles I just kept on not smoking and now 840 days later not one puff.
If I could offer some insights: Cravings - You will be gong along feeling great finally and then one day out of the blue for absolutley no reason a craving as large as a tsunami will rise up and smack you upside the head and you will worry that you have gone backwards. You havent. Rejoice that this is yet another milestone of withdrawl. It seems to come in stages and the only explanation I have is there must be different stages to chemical withdrawl. YOU HAVE NOT GONE BACKWARDS!
You will have weird far out dreams, body sensations, food cravings (nicotine is a mild laxative and a mild antidepressant) and your brain is having a hard time adjusting to having the feel good chemicals. Its not you, its withdrawl. It will pass.
Constipation, acne, flatulence, eating like youve been starved a month, insomnia, and then sudden fatigue, sudden crying and mood swings irritation, etc ARE ALL NORMAL! Please dont equal "good" daays with you are on the right track. You will have awful days and you are still most definatley on the right track.
You will put on weight. So what. You quit smoking you sure as can take on a bit of fat.
Your gums may bleed. You may find that you actually had gum disease and smoking masked it. Have a dental check up.
Eat well when you can, Youre body is working hard to recover and repair.
Take care of yourself, be gentle, treat yourself, take baths, movie days, lay in bed all day sometimes. Nicotine is more addictive than heroine and they have rehabs for that.
You will smell better, you will breathe better, you will be so much more confident, you will speak your mind easier (Im sure nicotine was a dumbing down drug), you will sleep better, you will feel better. It just takes time.
You can do it!!
Stats Update: 777 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 777 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 11655
Total savings: $9,852.70
Stats Update: 758 days smokefree
Smokefree days: 758 days
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 11370
Total savings: $9,616.10
Blast from the past! Here is my post from day 70 :)
70 Days :)
10 weeks :)
Wow, where did that go! We decide to stay in last night and I saw the new year in pouring over blogs, reading peoples journeys. Was so inspiring and had me captivated. I was laughing, giggling, cheering people on, getting teary. A couple of things that stood out for me on my own journey and that of others. It is a journey and it is not linear. You will have good days and bad days, the bad days DO NOT mean you have gone backwards. There are lots of firsts to experience, first social gathering as a non smoker, first drive in the car as a non smoker, first argument as a non smoker etc.. You will grow as a person, and you will hold onto the things that make you you.
You will be going along nicely and then out of nowhere, fo no reason, the nicodemon will tell you you want a smoke. IT IS LYING!!!!! IT IS TRICKERY!!!!! It will try to do this by quietly whispering through to telling you your life sucks through to throwing an almighty temper tantrum. It will come randomly, sometimes persistently, (and it may not) IT IS STILL LYING!!!! :) It is a clever beast and and seductive, know it for what it is and it will slink off with its tail between its legs and you will be left almighty triumphant!! You have everything you need. You have your determinatin and your goal!! Hold your sword to the ready! And BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG!!!!!!!!! Everyone is here to help, there are no stupid questions! You have made the right decision and your body and your wallet will love you for it!!!!!! trust yourself! Youre awesome!!!