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13Sep2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
As you know I started smoking again at 4.35am on Saturday 4th September (earthquake) after being 3 months without a ciggy and feeling soooo good....Im now smoking full time again and I hate it, the confidence you lose in yourself is SHITE!
So I have to now start a new date, try the patches when they come through and hopefully all will be well again. Im so disappointed in myself about it, but hey, I cant beat myself up, just have to stand up and take control.
Hopefully I can get some vouchers for some more patches and fingers crossed!
I would like to confirm my date hopefully as soon as I get confirmation on some patches or something :) Help would be great, I dont want to be controlled by Ciggies.
Ill keep in touch :)
1Sep2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
31Aug2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
GOOD MORNING FELLOW BLOGGERS!!!
So 75 Days, would be completely smokefree if it wasnt for Friday night...but thats okay, we are not dwelling on the past :) haha all good :)
I hope everyone is having a good week so far! YAS, so good to see you are still on the wagon. I love seeing people when they are on DAY1 and really uneasy but keep it up and by day 5-7 they are on the downhill slope to freedom! :)
Anyways, good to see plenty of blogs for me to read!! :)
30Aug2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
they tasted like crap and waking up the following morning with a throbbing head and I threw myself into the shower, i stank of stale smoke....I didnt feel like one on Sat or Sunday thankfully, but it was a close call and I think with the cravings I had all week and coming on here and saying how desperate I was to have one...I felt like it was inevitable..but Im okay today, i fell off the wagon for a few hours, but im back on it shaking on down the road... I took BF's Card off him and told him he cant go and buy anymore, he was craving a bit last night, but he will thank me later on. Im okay though, definitly was a wake up call for me :)
27Aug2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
Question for the oldies
26Aug2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
Whoooa Close call!!
Close call yesterday. I got home from work after a terrible craving day, I was craving all day yesterday for a smoke, terrible! anyways, got home, my bf said to me he was the same, he was working with 3 others, all smokers and he told them he was hanging for a ciggy...so all day they bated him, saying "go on, have a ciggy"...he couldnt believe it, luckily he didnt..why are people so selfish. Anyways, so we decided to go grocery shopping last night at Pak n Save, I went to put my jeans on...nup...no way were they going up...I just about cried! I knew I had put on weight, but this was just "cruel" LOL I stomped into the lounge and told my bf we were taking up smoking again because I have put on a dress size....he was keen as as he couldnt fit into a pair of his jeans either!! thankfully we both just calmed down...but shit...this weight gain is crap! But the thing is, I dont have the motivation to go for a walk, Im so tired at the end of the day working and trying to get up in the mornings is a struggle....anyone else feeling like "SLOTH" of the year? or is it just me???
25Aug2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
You know I look at these blogs every day and look how well everyone is doing and see others really panicking and not coping and do you know something...I was watching a really interesting TV Doco last night on our local channel about AA...they showed the meetings and people would talk about their addictions and how they coped and everything. I know that smoking is nowhere near as harmful to others etc as drinking is, but I thought, mate, if there was Smokers Anonymous groups in every town like AA and supported by the government, sooo many more people would give up wouldnt they. Having the support, going out to coffee with, making new smoke free friends out of the online blogging, things like that....
20Aug2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
17Aug2010 By Debz30 | Permalink | Report Like0 Support me - Follow my blogs
angelz012000 how are you going? Day 4 for you today? Keep it up!
Poppins, emotional is definitly normal! I cried and threw tantrums, broke up with my BF 500 times in the first 3 days, LOL honestly...you have to give yourself the freedom to feel these feelings, dont bottle them up, they only last a short while :)
Kia kaha guys!!