Ok.here is to a new start date, today , hopefully this time with the help of Zyban I will be successful
Walk it off
Day 2.. woke up angry this morning, why, dont know, but felt the whole world was a good thing to blame, after doing 20 minutes walk on tread mill decided it wasnt going to rain for a while, so with my despicable mood set of for a walk outside, 22 km later I am home and feeling absolutely fantastic. And no smokes :)
Day one again
Ok have started over again. Hope this time I can do it, have smoked over the last couple weeks so have reset at day one .Am using patches but will discuss Zyban or Champix with Dr next week when I see him
Fallen of the Effort
Sorry all I have started smoking again, will try to give up again, might see Dr about Ryban or Champix. Have struggled along the way but the desire to smoke and amount of stress I have is just overwhelming at the moment :((
on Sunday I walked a 1/2 marathon, I also walked 8.5km to get there so a total of 30km. Sheese am I so sore today, everytime I move something different hurts. I DID IT. I did it one step after another. Guess that the same as giving up the smokes. one step at a time yeah.
Ok two days smoking
Just let you know Thur & Fri was spent smoking, back on track again though, woke up this morning feeling so ill threw pack smokes I had in rubbish. Lets hope can get life sorted to avoid this happening again.
Having a down day
Feel really down today, want to go out but my car isnt working and cant afford to get it fixed, went for a huge walk the other day and go big blister on sole of foot (heel) and yesterday went to shop and re blistered it so cant walk much. I hate not having enough money for car to be sorted, not only wont it start but no wof or rego... anyone a spare $1000. Really today if I had some money I would twaddle over to service station for smokes, but alas only have 50 cents to my name and benefit not till Wednesday. This life fair sucks most the time. Oh and also my prepay internet is about to run out of credit so be absent till I can put more $ on that as well. Really dont know why I get out of bed somedays.
If anyone want to buy my car will let it go for $1500, only nothing wrong with it apart from not starting (posssibly because it not been used for a couple months)and probably new tires for wof. Be one less thing I have to stress about.
Geee 7 weeks already
Just checking in to read the blogs, hope all is well and those smokes are away from your lips.
I have had a couple this week. Have no idea why as I sure didnt enjoy them. Not really craving them as such, just felt like it at the time. Anyhow know that I can do without them quite well so no problem, dont feel guilty either.
Went for a walk today, started off to be about 10 km and get bus back (felt a bit lazy), packed water and cloth for sweat, Ipod turned on and rocking . Was walking along with destination in mind and was so in my own space, missed the turn, ended up walking about another 1/2hr before realizing was not where I though I was, all good, turn round and head back a bit then catch the bus, HA HA HA left money at home, found 50c in bottom of backpack...bus =$2.60. Guess who had to walk home. Short story did 24km. Not sure what part of body was hurting the most. Feet are the part hurting most tonight. Least I know can do the 1/2 marathon, might take the 2 weeks to get feet better by then :)
Hope everyone doing good and them smokes are far away from our lips ;)
Well have made it to 6 weeks, so want a smoke today, found out one of the kids in trouble, cant help as she is to far away. Car wont start.... need a new starter motor(cant use it anyway cause has no warrant or rego)just like to start it occasionally....yep sure the benefit isnt in good enough shape to pay for that. Some days just dont fit in for me. Havent given in to smoke yet and determined not to, think my grey hair has increased the last few days.