Hi everyone, dont come on here very often anymore but thought I would pop in to see how many days it is. Hope you are all doing ok. It is so hard in the beginning but it gets easier. I read the post that said they had lost their cousin and I send my deepest sympathy. I lost my Mum back in UK in April and couldnt go back for her funeral, then on July 19th I lost my Auntie, my Mums sister and couldnt go back for her either. It put me back to the lozenges and I am still trying to get rid of them altogether but I never had a fag! Good luck to you all and well done to you all for having a go.
Hi everyone hope your days are going well. I dont stop by too often anymore. Just to say it does get easier and keep going everyone. xxx
Hi everyone. Just logged in to check my stats. Looked back at all your messages of support and Im convinced not feeling alone gives you strength to keep going. Lovely people like Clarence, Ady, Rainbowfish, Yas01, Clematis and everyone who takes the time to keep me going, thank you. Hope all the new people stay strong. It really does get easier. Love to all xx
Well Ive made it to 188 days and one more day I will be at the $2000 mark. I have no idea where Ive spent it or where I managed to find it when I did smoke! Im still devastated over the death of my mother but slowly managing to remember her without crying all the time. I hope everyone out there is managing one way or another to stay smoke free. Good luck to you all and thanks for your support. xx
Hi everyone I hope your days improve! It really does get easier. My mums funeral went well and my son helped carry her into church with my brother and my nephews. I went down to the sea and dropped flowers in at midnight, they looked like little lights floating around. Anyway Im still not smoking. Good look to you all. x
Hi everyone, thank you all so much for your words of sympathy. My Mums funeral is on Wednesday 25 back in the uk so midnight for me. I am going to take some Violets to the sea and say my own goodbye. My son and his girlfriend are going to represent me and my daughter. He has agreed to help carry my mum into church which makes me feel so proud of him. I still dont smoke because of all your words. Thank you once again.
Just to let the people know who started this journey with me and read my blogs about my mum, she died peacefully in her sleep in the early hours of today. As some of you know I looked after her untill I came to live in New Zealand last October. Im on 156 days and wondering what Im bothering for now. Just so I can write her name it was Violet Irene Watson and she had a hard life but made it through sheer will power to 88 years old and I loved her.
Happy Easter everyone. I dont stop by too often at the moment but I owe all of you people all of these 147 days! So to all of this community thank you for being there for me. A special thanks to Ady, Clematis and rainbow who stuck with me at my most miserable. Hope it is going well for you all I couldnt have reached this point without you all! Onwards and upwards. xx
Hi everyone hope your all ok. Welcome back Ady hope your move went well. Why do they only want people in their 30s for the adverts in the Auckland area? Have us oldies left it too late to inspire the youth to quit? lol Surely this must be ageist or am I still thinking with a uk brain where everything seems to offend someone? lol. Good luck to everyone.
Hi everyone hope your all ok. Made it over the 100. I do have longer spells without thoughts but just going with it. Feel quite proud when I look back 3 years and I havnt drunk alcohol and now the fags are almost out. If I wasnt so fat Id be where I want to be. lol. Big thanks to everyone who has helped me on here. Hope you all have a great day. x