Quit Blogs

cant believe iv gone 8days with out a smoke its actually been really hard i am always thinking about having a smoke and really relying on lozenges to take away the craving i went to plunket the other day and found out my 5mt old WILL be going through with drawls the same as me yep feel like shit for that ignorance IS bliss a, im at a stage were i wanna covert the world or at least the people in my world but i no thats not fair so keep my opinions to myself,...hard.....my partners been home sick for the past three days and has been getting mr4 off to kindy in the mornings.....love him hes a great support and is proud of me i hope he choices to quit soon im just realizing how much time we used to and he still does take away from the boys to smoke b4 we go anywhere..smoke..when we get there..smoke..someone comes around..smoke after tea..smoke you get it any who this can only get easier a...maybe... im a stay at home mum and can do this in my own enviroment but im a bit worried at the same time because my life is so hmmm structured im hoping i dont cave at the first sign of stress like i did with the dog....i guess the difference between that difficult situation and the next is you guys and you tube lol